Saturday, November 7, 2009
{ 4:01 AM }
Part two@7nov09, saturday
part twoo of today!
at first i was told that cip today was to sell Lego,
i tot its at a booth of something,
i didnt noe that it was something like flag day,
basically needed to ask people to donate $2 for a block of Lego,
although it is one, when everybody come together..
it will eventually form a structure of Singapore.
and the money goes to president clarity and and the community chest.
hmm, as you noe, i hated flag day..
because of a year,
where mdms from other coy really say stuff that really discourage me.
she said something like this;
"how come your collect bag is so light, you got ask people to donate or not."
it might be nothing, but its hurt for somebody that really put in the effort to try.
well, before we went out for voluntary, i quietly said a prayer,
asking lord to help me overcome that fear i have inside my heart.
he not only blessed me with confidence,
he blessed me with fwens around me that makes this event so meaningful and enjoyable,
last but not the least, my precious mdm yuling that always the one that stand by me,
boosting me with confidence and constantly tresting us.
treating maybe is jus an act
that we gain from the things that we are being treated of.
but to me, its a reminder that people still does appreciates our effort,
and this treats are to encourage us and to reward us. (:
yay to our group> as we sold 109 blocks of lego,
that contribute to the charity $218 and more.
lastly, i believe we all put in alot effort regardless how much we raise.
Good job guys . The lord is mightly ((:
Labels: this creates a enthusiasm in me to raise funds
Friday, November 6, 2009
{ 6:41 PM }
Part1@7nov09, saturday
aiiee, shouldnt be blogging now,
lols guess what tym isit now,
its 10:42 and i suppose to meet the rest fer cip at 11am.
okay fine, gonna make it quick.
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yst night "boy number3" called.
when he first called,
i was like; shyt, is he here to pester me to go to jamming or movies?
after we talk for a while, i realise i was wrong.
he seems that he had changed, be it for the better or fer me.
at least it make me for comfortable and maybe this is the first tym,
i enjoyed talking to hym/ his presence.
although he tried to ask me to go fer jamming or movie,
as usual i told him, i dislike such stuff.
he didnt pester me, but he say , its alright.
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love seems to be a very weird yet nice thing.
when you love someone,
you would always wants to make her happy
no matter what it takes,
no matter how much you reluctant to do it,
at the end, you would try.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
1 Cor 13:4-7
Labels: love is such a nice thingy.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
{ 7:17 PM }
6thnov09, friday
hmm. woke up at 6plus wake my bro up and cant seems to slp bak alr
ahh.. slpt at 2plus hopes to catch some sleep before total defence sliver.
hmm, if that badge work is nothing but talks,
you would catch me dozing off.
lols..
omg . sleepy now.. its 12.23 ><
i feel as if i heaven fully woken up.
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hmm, if you find out that someone has a psychological probs,
hmm, someone thats acts younger then her ages,
what things normally you would give to her?
things of her ages or things that she wants?
fer some reason my mum thinks its better giving something she wants,
that gerl is a twenty-plus gerl that has a mindset of a young gerl
on other hand, i think , since she has that prob
she should be given things of her age
letting her know she has already grown up
also allows her to adapt to her surroundings/life.
i guess, giving her what she want only allows her to think that,
it is okay to be like this..
well, this make me think that i should also adapt to new stuff around me.
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what is the different between having a clearer perspective
and being low self confidence.
actually they seems to have a lil of similarities.
when you have a clearer perspective of what you want,
you often do only things you think are correct and only things you want.
when you never try something more, people might think
because of low confident, we dont wan to try.
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isit betta to crush his hope
then eating away his tym giving false hope every single time.
may i be heartless fer once,
rather than heartless for the time i'hv drag..
ahh, i seems to hurt hym once more, maybe deeper den what i used to.
how how how? tell me what should i do.
argghh.. love is so nice yet troublesome.
please ferget about me, and see me as somebody selfish and rude.
maybe this would make you feel better.
forget me.
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why am i owas the fool-stop to conversation.
people often go speechless after i made a remark,
not because i made a remark that's lame or sacractic.
but my remarks seems to make sian-ed.
Labels: lalalas.
{ 9:02 AM }
new blogskin. o.0
as i promissed to change.
i preferred my old de.
well, this one kinda colourful luh.
not classical enuff . wahahs
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hmm, he seems kinda obsess in me.
die-ed, feeling so uneasy.
would you fall for someone,
when you feels so uncomfortable with that person.
the answer is obvious.
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hmm,
i work not for either compliment, praises or awards
i work because i wan to and i love to,
although i wan a word of encouragement
but well, its seems alright without it since i'have already did my best. (:
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hey people.
im so happy and excited.
when i saw this, campsite: Northbrooks secondary school
seriously, i kinda jump. the jump fer joy (:
wooohoo, children's camp at our school
i tot since there's no more jckids so i tot camp doesnt exist anymore.
now, camp still exist, somemore in our school.
im so excited, but i know i cant join dem.
pray that something crush during one of the days fer that camp
coz i wanna visit dem!
children's camp rocks, i tell you (:
Labels: smiles
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
{ 3:20 AM }
hmm, after this camp everyone seems either sick or still feeling tired.
but im not, although i felt more tired than in camp.
hahas i dont understand, but when i work non stop,
i cant feel the tiredness, only when i stopped to rest,
i can sense the "super exhaustion".
hahas thats oso shows im slacking now.
people, get well soon , rest well luh.~~~
i should not care what others see me as.
i should care if they like me or not.
but i cant stop myself from being hurt.
i loves gb and i wanna love it.
gb is my passion
and i dont wish to hate it or lost that passion once more.
once more..On this day, God wants you to know...
that there is no need to obsess over a decision. God has more in store for us then we can ever predict, and what we fear are bad choices frequently turn out for the best, because our hidden aspirations know better where we are going than our rational minds.
hmm, lets not care about next tym. i gonna focus on whats going on now.
for god has greater plan fer me ((:
~~~
okay people here's my schedule fer my holis.
2nov-remedial @ ss and chem
3nov-remedial @ ss and fnn
4nov-remedial @ ss and chem
6nov- total defence sliver
7nov- ion cip
8nov- clean and green singapore
10nov-remedial @ ss and chem
11nov-remedial @ phy, chem and ss
12nov- dental appointment x.x''
14nov- drill camp
9dec- gb flag day ):
19dec- drill test
21dec- meeting to prepare for 2010 (:
28dec- meeting to prepare for 2010 (:
Labels: world. gb ish more than that. weeeeee (:
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
{ 5:56 AM }
Omg, im so sleepy. wahahas.
so this post not gonna be detailed.
i realise, i cant really hide my emotions alr
or maybe i decided to let it out,
hiding on makes myself more miserable.
~~~
basically spent most of my time with "my pat" and "my celest".
they are my rainbow (:
after meetin dem, i find myself happier again.
woots ate many nuggets to relief stress.
celeste and pat simply rock luh, wahahs i loves the "celestine run".
~~~
woots there's another person that brighten my day.
hmm, she is simply interesting, so our generation and abit of me too.
hmm, i mean there's seems a lil similarities between us.
but i wonder must there be a gap between me and people with higher authorities?
~~~
i alr did my best,
trying hard to go your way
but im jus too different to be the person you wanted me to,
you might thought im being difficult, doesnt care or watsoever.
but im telling you,
im this different becoz this is the way im,
god created me special and i cant do anything to change it.
all i could do was to pray that you'll accept me soon,
i know i could never be prefect
even people who looked as if they are perfect,
but they dont..
~~~
oh ya schedule will be posted tmr, sorry sleepiness overwhelmingoh ya, i suddenly find the difference between "sleepy and tired" not funneh
lols coz i think its human reaction when we are sleepy,
den tends to say that we are tired.
hmm, from whats in de dictionary, they seems to have some similarities
but sleepy is the act of drowsiness
and tired is exhaustion.
Labels: i love the rainbow over the sea (:
